Paint The Silence

No I'm not dead! Just been too busy to blog lately. SO much to update.

It's Christmas time again, and I've stayed at the apartment and worked here in town instead of going home. I am loving it.

I got a new job at a restaurant, and it's great waiting tables. A lot of people hate it, but I really don't mind it at all. It's muuuuuch better than my job in retail before this. This job is laid back, and all of the other employees are easily made into friends.

My puppy Bailey has gotten so big!


As far as guys, I find myself stuck as usual. In the same place in which I'm always stuck. For a while I tried to just going out with guy friends and chilling, drinking, whatever. Every single time I did this, with my mind set that we were just friends, all of these guys would make a move or express feelings for me! In effect, I would drop them and avoid their phone calls and texts until they gave up. I just didn't know what else to do. I'm just not interested in them, and I shouldn't have to settle. Things will turn out how they should. I hope. My heart depends on it more than ever.

They shut down the University radio station I was working for!!! The school said it was budget issues. This was the only station that catered to the indie audience. Everyone is working to get it back. I sure would love to continue my stint DJing.

I hope everyone has a lovely Christmas, I hope to update this more often.

With Your Feet On The Ground

So my roomie was out of town this weekend, and I was a teeny bit scared sleeping alone here. At one point I let my stupid brain convince me someone might be in the apartment, and I actually called out and asked "Hello? Anyone there?" What a lame ass. But I excuse myself by saying it was just weird because I was in a new place alone :)

Haven't slept much this week, had class from 8-12 and then work from 12-6 and then slept and homeworked after that, and stayed up all night twice this week. SWEET.

But I really like being busy. Work is really fun so far, even though they work their employees pretty hard. I hope to better my people skills and maybe even make some new friends.

I am getting a dog I think!

Some friends of my parents are trying to get rid of their 2 year-old Yorkshire Terrier because they have twin boys who are rough with the dog. So my parents are going to get it from them. I wanted a puppy, but it'll be so much nicer to have a dog that I won't need to train. I'll try and post a picture soon. If everything works out well, I can go home next weekend and pick it up! eee.

This weekend, my mom and grandmother are coming to help with the apartment. Should be an interesting one.

B and I saw Pineapple Express tonight, it was pretty funny, but not mind blowing. See it or don't.

Disco Inferno

The air conditioning in our new apartment is out. It's 86 degrees in this 2 bedroom apartment and I am about to die.

I really take for granted all of the wonderful amenities that are afforded to me sometimes!

Earlier this summer, there was a power outage at my office building, things started to go down hill very quickly. The deli downstairs couldn't make ice or produce coke. And the place slowly started to get hotter and hotter. No phones, no internet, no lights, no automatic anything.

I think it would be a bitch to live in a Laura Ingalls style hovel, having huge blocks of ice delivered and constantly being in unbearable heat.

It took me forever to get to sleep last night because I was so fucking hot. Maintenance is coming tomorrow to fix it. OR ELSE.

I've had a quite a few adventures since we moved in and I started work. Butttt more on that later

ooo and for my next update, sometimes I remember random ass crazy things that happen to me and enjoy retelling them long after the fact. So get ready for a good one.

Just let me run where I want to run...

So the week is crawling by.

Thursday night I get to fly to the big lBk for a nice weekend away from home. The question is, is time going by so slowly because I am excited to go or because I am actually dreading the whole thing? Probably a little of both.

For someone who wants to know the truth so badly, I sure have become comfortable in the confusion.

No here's a real prediction: I come home Sunday night even more confused than before and I decide to finally let go.

so I hope that I never end up at a desk job like this for the rest of my life. How monotonous